One Wish

If I could have one wish, it would be to be gone from this world.  I’ve decided that nothing is worth living through the hell I am in.  I know that I have good days every now and again.  But they are soooo far apart that I can no longer remember what it was like to be truly at peace.  “Have faith”  “Pray more”  “I’ll pray for you”  “I’ll pray with you”  I’m sick of hearing that over and over.  It never helps.  I’ve given up acting okay.  It’s too much work.  But I’ve acted okay for so long I no longer know who I really am.  Nobody would miss me anyway.